Not too bad so far...

I finished my 2nd (and last) Clomid cycle. Other than waking up sweaty a few times, this cycle was not bad at all. Hopefully the side effects are done and won't last forever. Well, I did have a mood swing or 2 but nothing that *I* think was too bad :) Maybe next cycle I will do herbal stuff, maybe I won't do anything. I don't know. I think I'm just going to take it as it comes for right now. I do have an appointment with a fertility doctor once we move (the waiting list for those things is usually pretty long, so I scheduled it now)

I've looked into support groups/co-ops for homeschooling, and there really isn't much in the county that I'm in. I'm sure we will find something, even if it's by joining one of the groups in a larger city. If I have to travel once a month, that's not too bad. Completely worth it for Wyatt to get the whole experience, in my opinion. And I think it will help me feel better about everything, just to have someone local to talk to about it all. I'm still on the fence about private school, but at the moment it's not an option anyway.

Lately I've felt like there is just so much to do, and I will never find a way to get it all done. I have lists everywhere, even a list of lists. I just feel....discombobulated. Last night I went to make pancakes for dinner, only to find that I packed the measuring cups and mixing bowls. So I was going to make tacos, but....you guessed it, the seasoning was packed. Stuff I meant to leave out, but apparently didn't. Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I've packed what I have because I know it will be easier in a few weeks, but right now I just feel...out of sorts I guess. It doesn't help that we are trying to be creative for meals and use what we have without going to the store, and that makes me feel more disorganized. I can't wait to get back on my diet and maybe start working out. I do know that getting up early and having time to myself helps. It gives me a chance to read, pray, and just prepare myself for the day.

Today Wyatt has camp, and then I work at 6pm. 3 more shifts...is it over yet? I've already made a list of stuff I want to get done today, so hopefully it will happen. I'm going to try not to let myself doze off today...It's so hard for me to sleep at work, that I'm hoping if I go in really tired I will be able to. Of course, that almost guarantees we will have a busy night, and there will be no sleep. I really love what I do, but I find myself maintaining that count down. I think in my heart I know that I would rather be at home with my family.