Well, I did it. I popped 2 Clomid today. (Amongst other vitamins, and steroids) By the way, let me just tell you. I had this perfect vision of taking the Clomid, visualizing myself calm, and using imagery to picture my uterus and ovaries open and welcoming. Well, that didn't work. This morning I thought perhaps it would be best to take the vitamin B and steroids so that I had the nasty tasting medicine out of the way. I also decided to do all of this quickly (I HATE taking meds)
Not. A. Good. Idea. The steroids and vitamin made me GAG. They leave the most foul taste in my mouth. Then I took the other pills, leaving Clomid for last. I was still gagging. I was not calm, and I certainly didn't feel "open"! Ugh, it was horrible. Not how I pictured my first time taking these meds
So, I did it. Now I'm not just being tested for infertility, I'm being treated. But, I'm totally ok with it! I have my my "western" meds, and, thanks to the help of someone I see becoming a good friend, some "Momma" gems...moonstone, and some baby dust. Plus, she's given me some wonderful visualization tips. It's going to happen...and soon. I know it :)
I wonder what side effects I will feel from the Clomid? I've heard of so many different ones, which is why I wanted to be calm when I took the Clomid...Tomorrow, I think the vitamins will come at a different time. Perhaps the Clomid will go first, when I have more control over my taste buds.
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