OMG. As if it's not bad enough that it's like 1000 degrees outside...The stupid Clomid is giving me heat flashes. I am so hot and sweaty. Ugh. Blech. And our stupid pool still isn't swim-able. Rest assured my friends, it will be by tomorrow. I think for today, I shall be parked in front of the air conditioner. Ugh. Did I say that already? Cause I mean it. Ugh.
So, the incredibly hot heat aside.....I think that I will give the Clomid 3 months instead of 6. (I have a 3 month supply, and I hate wasting money, lol) After that, it's going to be herbs and supplements. I just....I don't know. If it's making me feel like this (and yes, I get that it's a hormone pill, and hormones do this stuff) I don't want it. Yes, I want a baby. We all know that. But, can this really be healthy? I almost can't wait to get back from SC and get back on my diet. I just felt so much better on it. I have 2 groups of friends...the natural minded, and the more western thinking crowd. They are both right, and I fit in with both groups, to an extent. I mean, I just think that God gave man the knowledge to make meds like Clomid and to make fertility treatments. Can it be that wrong?
I know my blog this morning isn't well thought out or well articulated. It's pretty much a jumble. But, this morning, that's how my thoughts and emotions are. Lately I've been pretty calm and relaxed...today, I don't know, I'm just a jumble for some reason. (And, yes, I only had one cup of coffee) I do have a lot that needs to be done around the house, so maybe these jumbled nerves will serve a purpose. Or maybe I'll lay in a tub of ice water and take a nap
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