What is it about weekend and roller coasters? Let's just say that this weekend was another one, and I'm anxious to see what my blood work shows today.
I have to say this...last nights sermon felt like it was written for me. I really can't go into detail without feeling like I'm talking about some of the other church members, but it was SUCH a comfort. I really found like this is *it* ya know? Like we are where we are supposed to be. Funnily enough, we moved here to be closer to my dad (and, well, further from the snow) and I've only seen my dad a handful of times. Yet, this is home. We've already made some friends that I think we will be friends with for life. Make no mistake, they will never replace my girls!!
I have so much to get done today. I should probably work on it rather than blog, but, well, my poor little blog has been neglected. Besides, it's only 5 am. This is *my time*. I get up early just for these precious moments. I need to update my Homemakers' Notebook, and clean up for a bible study we are hosting tonight. In the process of all this, I also have to wait for the phone call from the doctor's office.
Quite honestly, if I'm pregnant, it will, of course, be great. If I'm not, I'm really ok with it. It's just not quite the right time. Remember that blog about how I can say things are in God's hands if we're doing fertility treatments? Well....this is how. God decided this month wasn't right. Maybe next month will be. I can tell you that God has a plan for us. Naturally, I pray that includes a pregnancy and healthy child, but there is no way to know. I do know that He is doing what's best for us, even if we don't realize it.
So, my son, who just 6 months ago was saying "Twust me Mommy, God isn't real!" has changed so much. Over the weekend we were at dinner, and Wyatt wanted to move to sit next to Randy. I pouted and said I didn't want to sit alone. He told me "Mommy, you're never alone! God is always with you". Indeed.
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