where I want that 2nd line to be. And, for some reason, this month it hurts more than ever before. I've had this sense that things didn't work this month, so I'm not really surprised. And, after this month we are taking a break. Logically, I think it's a good idea, but emotionally, it's hard. A friend actually told me that we should start researching what it takes to put my eggs and Randy's stuff in someone else. I'm not at that point yet! We've only had 2 IUIs! I think we are definitely at the point that I'm just not going to talk to her about it. And, really, maybe waiting is a blessing in disguise. I can use the time we are waiting to lose weight and exercize more. I refuse to let this drag me down. There are positives in every situation!
Yesterday Randy and I went shopping, and aside from a few small things...I'm done Christmas shopping! The only thing I might get still is one of those bigger riding toys for Wyatt, only if it's on sale on Black Friday. I can't believe I don't even need to go Black Friday shopping. That is just weird.
Tomorrow I am leaving for a Women of Faith conference. I am so excited. If there was anytime I needed it, it's now! 2 moms who lost children that go to Wyatt's school are going as well. I think that will help remind me that things could be much much worse.
Who came up with that phrase "lost someone" They aren't lost.
So, after this weekend it's time to look back into diets (grr) and the gym. How exciting.
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