Sunday, January 9, 2011

Pure laziness

I am feeling totally lazy. Of course, it's the second day of...you know....and, well, since we did those fertility treatments, the cramps are HORRIBLE. I can barely get off the couch, and that's with meds. It's always day 2. Ugh

On another note. this is day 1 of officially tracking points. So far, I'm doing well! (Ha...it's only 7:50) But I have had to cut back on the stuff I put in my coffee. Well, I decided to. I don't have to. But I am. It really can't hurt, right? Right? HELLO!!! Tell me it can't hurt!!!

I hate that I feel this way on a Sunday. I really want to go to church. I hate to miss is, and it allows for a very poor start to my New Years goals.

I did notice when I logged into Weight Watchers that I'm way above my original weight when I started this forever ago. Oops. I'm not proud of that, but I really feel like I need to be honest if I'm going to make this work. But that's ok, it just means it will be a bigger victory when I've lost that much more. I can do it!!! (In the mean time, I will blame the weight gain on fertility meds. Oh, and Facebook. If it wasn't so addicting, I would be sitting on my butt way less) Besides, remember, I'm not working!! I went from a physically demanding job to...well....Facebook. And, ok, it might have something to do with my laziness since we've moved and eating fast food so much. Maybe. But then I have to put the blame with myself, and well....*Sigh* I'm not perfect. There ya have it ;) Don't tell anyone I admitted it. I actually think the weight gain will help put it in perspective for me. I clearly need the direction and the black and white guidelines WW provides.

I feel like I've had ADD this morning.

Wyatt is running around switching batteries from one toy to another. Give this kid a screwdriver, and we're all done for.

Alright. If I'm ever gonna make it to church, I need to get up now. My uterus is protesting, but I'm going. I really feel so much better when I go.

Happy Sunday, y'all!

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