Well, I lost weight. Not as much as I expected, but at least the numbers on the scale are going in the right direction.
Today, 3 years ago, a very very special soul went to Heaven. I just want to take a moment to remember that, and to remind moms that even though your kiddos may make you bonkers, they are still yours, and they are amazing wonderful miraculous gifts from God. And even if your arms are empty, you are still a Mom in your heart. God does have a plan, even if we don't always understand it.
My step-mom and I were going through wedding pictures last night. Just a year and a half ago things were so different. The infertility has been in my head a lot lately...of course, so many people I know have had babies in the last month, and so many more are pregnant. I saw a video this morning that really hit home. But, I need to put all that in the back of my mind. My marriage is the most important thing. That has to get fixed before anything else. And I need to know, for me, that my reasons for staying are the right ones. Not because it's easy, or for Wyatt, or because Randy's such a good guy.
This morning is church. Hopefully it goes a little more smoothly this morning than last time, when I lost Wyatt. I do love our church so much. It's time to get ready :)
Happy Sunday y'all!
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