Yeah yeah. Here I am

I have been SO unbelievably tired lately. It's all I can do to keep my eyes open, and I never feel like I've had enough sleep. This is getting pretty insane. At any given moment through the day, I could take a nap. And I'm sleeping at night. It's not like there's even a reason for it. It's so frustrating. My house is a total wreck.

With that being said...something someone said about cramps (remember me posting about how it's near impossible for me to get out of bed because of them some days?) Well, I googled endometriosis. Here are the symptoms, with the ones I've had highlighted.

• Pain before and during periods
• Pain with intercourse
• General, chronic pelvic pain throughout the month
• Low back pain
• Heavy and/or irregular periods
• Painful bowel movements, especially during menstruation
• Painful urination during menstruation
• Fatigue
• Infertility
• Diarrhoea or constipation

Sorry for the parts that are TMI. But I feel like I'm onto something! Now, the issue is that the only way they can check for it is surgery. This is what the Mean Doctor in Hershey told me he wanted me to lose weight for. So, with that being said, I am shooting to have the surgery early this fall. We should have insurance Sept 1, and that gives me the summer to get some of this weight off. (Not to mention motivation...either way, I want to be below a certain weight before we do any more treatments) Oh! And it lets us save money before we do another round of treatments.

Do you know me to be a patient person? *Sigh* Guess I will have all summer to work on that too. Ahh well, we are getting Wyatt a pool for his birthday (shhh don't tell) so I will be enjoying that in the mean time.

I have lots of topics swimming in my head to post about, so I promise to be back tomorrow.